Went for the second shoot on friday.
hmm this time there's a change in director.
a better one i would say...
as she's not as pek chek as the previous one.
haha.

well.. the who... im not sure of his name.
acting as Waymen in the show, is still having alot of NGs as usual.
OPPS!!!!
got one time he NG with a mispronounsation of qi shi to chee-se (sound like cheese)
i cant hold my laughter i laughed abit.
some looked at me tho and i just acted as if im coughing.

=X.
that was close..
haha.
it all ended quite early..
only around 3hours...
So after shooting i went to have lunch with valerie and wilfred.
they are two of the actors in the show.

It was funny tho for that day.
wilfred thought im am a pei jiao in the show.
he thought i am a celebrity.
as he said that people seemed to know me.
the people working at the wardorbe,
the celebrities as well.
lol what a misunderstanding.
im just a small fry.
aww.
x)) but better than nothing ba. haha.

it's a sad thing tho as supposely i have got another show to act in.
if im not wrong the show is 当我们同在一起
but the schedule timing clashes with 企鹅爸爸
so... i guess i have to give it a miss.
Aww what a waste.
hope chances wont slipped by again.
mmhmm x))

2nd agreement with mediacorp


was getting bored and so i took a pic in the make-up room x))

Today is my first day at mediacorp.
acting in the chinese drama show 企鹅爸爸.
small fry ^^. but still there's portions of me.
catch me if u want.
Damn..
I must say acting is tough.
really man.

Not only must you remember your script,
u still must be able to act it out
this is just the very very very minimum basics.
it's till invovling in the act that i realised there's alot more.

Damn man the lightings are all over you,
above u, behind u, etc.
the wires n stuffs... no joke.
it may seem like it's spacious in the show.
but damn... it's really cramped when u're acting.
u may just bump onto the lightings or trip on wires.

U must also take note of your posture, angle and location.
u can be shooting for quite sometime n suddenly director wanted to go back to which scene.
n you must go back to that scene just exactly where you are standing, posing and angle direction.
like even a finger wrong also will kena scold one. lmao.

really very easy for a NG.
Plus the fact the place where we're acting is a office building.
Ppl are working there while we're there acting.
lol is like what a disturbance...
to it us or them.
they watched quietly, cant concentrate in their work. lol.

one thing i must add is the despite all these,
most important is the director.
but for what i see.
most directors are cranky and short tempered. lol.
get pek chek easily. but can joke too if things are well.
i got teased by director.
he nicknamed me 斑马哥.
keep 斑马哥 here and there.
the reason why he called me that is because there's a celebrity acting as 小马 in the show.
so he think it would be best to give me a 马 nickname.
Im wearing stripe top.. soo.... ya i got this 斑马哥 nickname。

Today's director is alittle short tempered.
he will scold you for every little thing.
even celebrity.
other than the bigger shots like ann kwok n the other guy... forgotten his name.
lol.
heng i never really kena his scolding.

i just blurred out in one rehearsal.
looking at ann kwok while im suppose to give expression and walk away.
so director teased that i am admiring ann kwok that im draming.

Today, interesting, tiring, boring too .
lol. ACTING IS TOUGH!

Forgive and Forget.
that's so not true.
one can forgive.
but how can one forget.
unless there's a brainwash.

For every forgiveness given i asked myself.
what's the point and why.
i know why.
But this time round,
i dont know why i did?

Is it because i know that she will become a better person?
No i dont know.

Is it because i know she's still as pure and innocent as before?
No i dont know.

I guessed the main reason is because i still love her.
How shallow is this reason,
i asked myself.

How many more nonsenses that she's coming out?
i asked myself.

How long more can i hold?
i asked myself.
When she's not sensible enough to think and understand.


WHEN THE HELL WILL SHE UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH EFFORT I'VE PUT IN AND PUT UP FOR THIS R/S EH?
I guess im not only her bf, but her father as well.

It's scientific proven that getting pissed(a hot reactor personality), will shorten your life span, causing harmful effects to your body system and disrupt heart functions.

Are you trying your best to kill me eh?
so please, do what im pleased to see.

slept at nearly 5am yesterday.
-.-.
floaty head for today.
planned to visit the dentist.
dont know when am im moving.
plan to do some exercise.
maybe later.


im tired.
and i guess my health is slipping abit.
i should really do more exercises liao.
and have more tonic.
lmao.
Should i go back to slp instead?


yawns!
Hope people i care can be more sensible and understanding.
it's then that i can feel more brighten up.
x)))

lol. a friend of mine just gave birth to a baby.
she's 19years old this year.
she's so happy about it.
a baby with no father.
just picked any guys from the street to be a dad.


Be more responsible please.
i doubt this kid is going to be a well-bred kid.
with a mom like that.
it's funny.
don't think it's easy to raise a kid girl.
u know shit about it and u know shit about life.


i seriously, despise empty brain kid like you.
as i always said.
IF YOU DONT KNOW HOW TO TEACH YOUR KIDS,
DONT HAVE ANY!


I pity that newborn baby.
really pity him.
people this irresponsible,
should so die early.
reduce pollution of mankind.


Even for adults.
dont just think that you're an adult and u can speak like u're 100% right.
it's reasonable and logical reasons that determines right and wrong.
not your fucked up age.
grow some brains if one isn't functioning properly for you.

Disgusted.
Totally disgusted.
Brainless Humans.
_|_

I dont know what's so special today that i actually woke up at 5am.
i cant get back to sleep no matter what.
so i guess i might as well just get my ass up now and blog.
lmao-ed.

Smell of the early morning, it has been long.
long long long..... since i last smelled this.
haha. how .... pure. love it.

Mood's better now.
just by smelling this scent of early morning.
hair's getting longer now which is making me feel uncomfortable.
Maybe i should get it cut one of these days.

im thinking what should i do now.
planning to go for a jog tho.
but kind of lazy. haha.

Even thought of going to over her house to give a surprise
and drive her to school.
but nah... guess maybe not.

guess i shall just stick my ass here till it's time for me to head for work.
haaaha.
Should i just prank call somebody? some strangers? =DD

Alright im mad. -_- .
maybe later i'll get tired and head back to sleep.
who knows?

yes please.
talk back.
yes. there's no point talkin nor explaining.
i got it.


why did i even feel hurt?
i thought i've already been totally numbed.
guess when things are just picking up,
something has to be done to bring me down.


just when im there eagerly waiting,
you're there sleeping.
Just when i started questioning,
i just get a.." ok fine den.. No point explaining oso.. im tired n i need to rest. "


Guessed u had a hard day.
SO AM I OK!
just when im starting to feel u back,
just when i needed u most,
you're not there but it's just...
everything of you that is coming back to destroy everything, again.


Im a joke.
it's so funny that i cant stop laughing at myself again and again.
it's so funny that i think im laughing, to "death".

World's a lie.
untrustable piece of crap.
what am i suppose to do?
ahh just fuck it

alright.
bag being stolen.
my boss had a little meeting with me.
didnt scold me. in fact still say she know im a good boy.
Said that she still trust and like me very much.
She asked why did my performance slipped recently.

Sadly, i dont know.
she asked is it that i quarreled with my gf.
nah i didnt.
she said mable told her im acting very moody at work.
she even said i dont wish to talk to her.

LoL. cmon. u have something wrong inside.
i dont even know what can i talk with you man.
Even the boss knows that.
She told me...

" I know mable have gt something wrong.
something wrong with her brain or something.
that she is acting and speaking weird. "

this is funny tho.
but still...
fuck. i need to pay for the loss.
bag stolen.. its $128.

Boss told me that the most she can help is by giving a 40% discount.
and spilt the cost by half.
that will be around 30+ to pay.
STILL... im not happy about the pay deduction.

But i guess it's like that.
bag is stolen when im there..
or is it not?
whatever it is... i still need to pay.

crappy mable. STOP TALKING NONSENSE.
i understand that u have a bad condition up your brain.
But man it's actually costing harm to supervisor and myself as well.
So... will you please stop speaking without thinking?

I guess u wouldn't listen as i understand your F**ked up condition.
-_-. im working with a weirdy.
One more thing i would like to add on is that....
I DONT REALLY LIKE THE GUY BOSS =DD.

But nvm.. as long as the female boss and supervisor still dote me,
that's enough. im staying.
I really like my supervisor tho.
She is even better than my blood related sister man.
^^v.