World of corruptions

i am totally tired of looking at all nonsenses which are taking place around me now. young mom... xiao bengs... xiao lians... complications .... upper n lower class conflicts corruptions. despo guys... pervert guys... n brainless bitches. =DD LOL.

stacey's pregnant. wow. =DD. but is still taking v sexy seducing photos, asking me which one is the best. wad nehneh gt milk now bigger liao so take pic nicer. she's one year younger dan me... poor baby in her womb... without a dad. =D.

and for kiat... handin case for divorce now... startin stil say love the girl so much... another broke up family... which the baby is the most innocent victim. XD.

hundreds n thousands of corrupted complications... which never end.

relationships.... no matter how close... will still distant one day. true?
many may disagree... but it's just happening, vividly. so true...


TIRED LAH !!!

^^v

yawned zzzz

my life going to be a routine soon. machiam robot. but its ok. lets tok abt someting different. i guess i also seldom got the time to blog liao. xD. yesterday met up with baobei. she came over to my hse... b4 that day she came by my hse in the morning to pass my ai xin breakfast totally cook n made by her. how sweet. love you baobei.

nowadays my life = wrk + ton . like robot... dun need to slp liao. cheap labour somemre. diao $5 per hour. siannned. how to TONG sia. no money = no hse no car no JEANS (as baobei's mom dun lk ppl wear shorts diao-ed), no money to get married... no money to support family... support wife...

SO I NEEDA WRK HARD. im so... BULL

My Friday

Went for training at am.co. 1pm to 10.30pm. tiring. at night around 9 plus boss came in to test me. if fail the test can say sayorana liao. but i managed to pass her test... and damn her test is not easy at all. this is the 1st job that i applied for that has group interview. 5 ppl interview at once and only one being selected. the one selected muz go for training and take her test. if fail any... den can say byebye.

well.. i managed to be the survivor among the 5 interviewee... and... managed to pass the test. hurray? for a job that only give $5 per hour. ftw. job nowadays really hard to find. ass-ed. zzzzz.
i guess i'll stay at am.co for the time being.

My supervisor n boss praise me alot... especially supervisor. =DD. she say im v cheerful and smart ! tts a nice thing to hear. hope i get to click with her well in time to come. zzzzz. nv know.
Hmmm.. anyway... xiao wei came by to visit me on my training day at am.co. Surprisingly... she tok to my supervisor as if she know her for years. im wonderin how come they know each other... mmmm i tot she wrked here b4 at a moment. but i was wrong... they actually know each other through an incident.....

Here goes... a few months back when my supervisor(currently) is working in amco, she is being bullied by a singaporean girl who is also workin at amco. my supervisor cannot take it and went to a corner and burst into tears. that singaporean girl really is kind of evil tho... always push the work to her and always MIA leave her alone in the shop and keep scold her juz becoz my supervisor is from china.

So xiao wei managed to witness the situation and console my supervisor... thats how they know each other... i always thot xiao wei is kind of a wild gal... didnt know she has such a good heart. lol. so she came by on my training day to visit me and crapped a little. then she went off.

hmmm... after my training... about 10.30pm... i went to Ehub to sing Kbox =D. enjoy...? hai hao la... after my singing session, plannin to go rounding wif frens.. but diao hp no batt.. my frens cant seem to reach me n i cant seem to reach dem as well.. so end up tonning wif my kbox singin frens lor at bedok.hmmm... went home after that at ard 9am... took a bus that overshot all the way back to downtown east again. -_-. so i reach home at around 11am.

Just when i am nicely settled at home and wantin to slp, my mom came in and started tokin to me abt tt incident tt happen between us 2 days ago... she started to say... " 你心里还到底疼不疼mummy?" ........... started to say how good i am when im a kid....

Cmon... i know i tok alot when im a kid.. but its different now... im not as hyper and bubbly anymore. that doesnt mean i dont hav u in my heart anymre.

*sleep*

Rounding day

Just came back home today at a round 7+, 8am. amazing not really tired. Went rounding yesterday with friends. Des came and meet me up first below my block at around 12am. we went tampines street 72 blk 703 for a bike wash then slack abit at the kopitiam. after that we went changi village to meet up with the others. wow saw some "woman" there which are really hot. got nice figure, nice boob, maybe a nice penis as well. =DD.

Hmm.. after that we went to yishun DAM to meet up some of the remainings and slack there... nice weather at first... nice breeze... but sooner or later it started pouring down hard. the rain is so heavy that i cant see the road clearly coz its rather dark at that 鸟不生蛋的地方. Dangerous to drive. x.x. we went to slack at the kopitiam nearby the dam after that ... and desmond discovered that his hp is lost. sotong boy. lmao ! he drove back to the dam to find it but cant to find it tho. so we all went back to the dam to find with him. but still no luck x.x. then i told him maybe he dropped it at changi village the carpark there. so i drove him back to changi village to find... and we round it ! LOL. lucky guy he is. the rain is so heavy and his hp is fine. even luckier. x.x . if i have gt such luck.. wouldn't it be great? xD.

Hmmm anyway... managed to take some pics yesterday....

Me on NSR

Me on NSR with helmet on

^^v

me with my mazda protege 323 with NSR SP

me with my mazda protege 323 with NSR SP

My saturday

Hmmm. Today... girl came by to my hse as usual ... and being late as usual. xD. always late when comin my hse recently. what are u up to huh? outside doing what huh? lol. x.x . so we went for a kbox session. =DD. we juz love singing... badly too ^^v. hahaha.


after our singing session... we went to hav sushi for dinner... at the same old restaurant with her ex BF. sorta di siao her abit. and im enjoying it. xD. i just love to di siao her and see her expression. but for her ex bf... i dun really like him alot tho. so i juz love to use him to di siao her... at times might somehow... unknowingly.... di siao myself with him as well. ewww pui*


Sooooooooooooo... after dinner... went to chalet... crap n stay for quite sometime there n bid goodbye to the birthday girl. nothing much for the chalet tho. hope next time i get to chance to open a chalet too wif her. we already hav tis idea tho... juz dunno when to get it executed. XDD. ani one can provide me with necessary information?


hmmmm... anyway i think i haven mentioned about the accident i saw today. Well... while on my way goin to E hub, i witness an accident tho. i saw this motorist.... sorta lk dreaming. he drove into the road shoulder by the side of the road and hit the barrier by the side n fall. O.O. sleeping? being able to witness this sorta hooked up to what happen to my 2 good close frens. jun kiat and beth. how i wish that they are stil alive. ppl all die someday and i know that. But why they did, this young? easy on the motorcycles ppl... to all my frens ridding them now.

Bo liao me

XD XD. yawned. yesterday..................... went to catch a movie with gal gal. Race to witch mountain. THE ROCK from WWE. lmao. all wrestlers' goal is to b a movie star? coz i see john cena is goin to shoot movie too. x.x . well.... for the movie................. rating...... My rating for it..... errr ..... 2 star? hai hao lah. just a movie to catch if u wanna watch a movie but have got nothing else left on your choice list. xDD.


So after movie i drove her home... =DD. while on my route returnin back home, i find it kind of boring... SO...... along the expressway i set my eyes on this black car juz the lane beside me. i increase my speed to catch up with him and then adjust my speed so my car is juz side by side with his. LOL. he didn't notice me beside him at first but soon he did xD! im lookin to him all the while tho. hahaha. boliao nothin to do ma. he saw me and i tink he muz b tinkin.. " wad is wrong wif tis kuku... driving at the same speed as me n stayin beside me all these while." hahaha!!


he look at me n sorta laugh tho. so i laugh back. sort of sayin hi with each other. LOL. i guess he is bored too. well soon enough i reach my exit to the expressway... so i juz exit. sianned. LMAO.
alright that's for yesterday. Kind of a bo liao incident xD.

why suay things just kept coming? -_-

zzz. suay things just kept coming. i don't know why. so suay that i cant even believe my eyes and ears. yesterday was drunk due to that heavy blow given by her. She came over to my hse at night to visit me as she's worry abt me i guess. im conscious but dont know why just seem to have little control of my body. was still suaying hard. xD. well... she came over to stay i guess her mom's not really happy about it. Alrite leave this aside for this moment. so she came... and sorta took care of me alittle. our situation has then regain back to its normal state which seems fine.

Morning came by then, which is today, Saturday. She said she wanted to go home to 报平安. so alrite i see her home then, dressed totally like a kid x). i wore a newbie cartoon T shirt, shorts and slippers. as i thought of just to see her home and return back home after that. DIDNT EXPECT............ to see her mom, who board the same bus as us. crapped. her mom's blood is boiling when she saw us i guess. lol. coz her daughter, is with a kiddo and that kiddo, is me. -_-.

Her mom's grumbling, mumbling infront of us. i was thinking like... "cool down mdm? whats wrong? do u hav to react like this?" so after alighting from the bus, i told girl to go home with her mom and i'll just take the bus after to the interchange. ya and so she went home, and called me. i can so.... hear her mom screaming and scolding from behind. i was like wtf??? she is scolding and scream because she saw me, wearing like a kiddo? and is totally different from the picture that she saw of us that we took together.

Cmon.... of coz i look different as im dressing so down. why should i dress well when im just seeing her home and returning back home after that? and do u have to based on that and give comments like im useless and cannot give ur daughter a proper life, still studying and will dump ur daughter eventually coz i wil carry on to pursue my studies?... No hse, no car, no job, etc. which doesn't even link to the topic? How can one just give comments like this just based on what she saw, without thinking tho. that's totally very immatured tho. No car, no apartment(condo) and i cant date with your daughter? car, apartment, stable job, that will come eventually. but do feelings come eventually? absolutely no my friend. Im only 20 this year. .. and cmon... we are not kiddos of age 14 still tryin to figure out what's life about.

How i hope her mom can be more understanding and have a better temper just like my mom. I really look forward to meeting her officially one day. showing her that im know what im thinking, know what im doing, and of course know why i wanted to be with your daughter. Seems like this world is still as realistic as i expected it to be. haizzzzzzzz x). what can i say?

HAIZ LAH !

another tiff. cool . seriously im v tired. always tellin myself that its different this time. things just wont change. lol. and again im going to overcome it alone. crapped. -_-. can my heart still feel a thing. must u really hurt and freeze me up this bad? girl? i have been trying my best to make myself happy no matter how hard it is. must u be the one to kick me back down? coz u seriously have gt the power to affect me real bad. i dun expect u to be the one to pull me up or help me overcome my obstacles when im down. but why must u be the one to hurt me, unintentionally, again and again? huh? *sighed*


亏我那么疼你...
am i wrong for treating a person so good but again and again i got stabbed in return?

Is this your so called perfect gf?
i guess this time u really hurt me deep enough.
心痛死了。

yawned.

yesterday met up with baobei girl. we went vivocity to exercise our legs by doing some window shopping. we even catch a show named k-20. the show is ... hmmm ok lah not bad. its sorta about 2 great thieves battling among each other. xD. one's good and one's bad. after the show we went to have our dinner... or rather im the one having my dinner. hahaha. i had FISH AND CHIPS+ SPAGETTI+MUSHROOM SOUP =DDDDD. yummmm.

After dinner.... intended to go watch the beautiful scenery juz outside vivocity tho.. guess u all know about that place. ya its the area wher lotsa couples or ppl who wanna emo gathered. lol. so ya... as i was saying... i have in mind to sorta watch the sea, ships, boats, etc with her. =DD. but things sorta turn the other way round, negatively.

Maybe its becoz im feelin kind of down already, due to things that happened to me recently which make my mood affected mre easily. But i have been tryin my best to smile and stay normal tho. so if possible try not to take my smile away as im oready tryin v hard. x). but im nt blaming nor am i goin to blame u girl =), and im sry to make u feel sad n cried.

There's only one thing that i've regretted yesterady and that's wasting that period of time givin each other cold shoulder. hope there wont be a next time as i just wanna spend every moment with you happily =).