Forgive and Forget.
that's so not true.
one can forgive.
but how can one forget.
unless there's a brainwash.

For every forgiveness given i asked myself.
what's the point and why.
i know why.
But this time round,
i dont know why i did?

Is it because i know that she will become a better person?
No i dont know.

Is it because i know she's still as pure and innocent as before?
No i dont know.

I guessed the main reason is because i still love her.
How shallow is this reason,
i asked myself.

How many more nonsenses that she's coming out?
i asked myself.

How long more can i hold?
i asked myself.
When she's not sensible enough to think and understand.


WHEN THE HELL WILL SHE UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH EFFORT I'VE PUT IN AND PUT UP FOR THIS R/S EH?
I guess im not only her bf, but her father as well.

It's scientific proven that getting pissed(a hot reactor personality), will shorten your life span, causing harmful effects to your body system and disrupt heart functions.

Are you trying your best to kill me eh?
so please, do what im pleased to see.