yes please.
talk back.
yes. there's no point talkin nor explaining.
i got it.


why did i even feel hurt?
i thought i've already been totally numbed.
guess when things are just picking up,
something has to be done to bring me down.


just when im there eagerly waiting,
you're there sleeping.
Just when i started questioning,
i just get a.." ok fine den.. No point explaining oso.. im tired n i need to rest. "


Guessed u had a hard day.
SO AM I OK!
just when im starting to feel u back,
just when i needed u most,
you're not there but it's just...
everything of you that is coming back to destroy everything, again.


Im a joke.
it's so funny that i cant stop laughing at myself again and again.
it's so funny that i think im laughing, to "death".