today im feeling down.
really down.
Customer lodge a complain on me.
Maybe it's my fault for selling a faulty item to her.
but this make me realise something.


No matter how well u do,
a small little mistake can ruin all your reputation.
can ruin trust, faith.
i dont trust u lady boss.
u are disappointed in me.
So am i. im disappointed in u too.


why am i working so hard for your rundown company?
why am i trying to push sales for you?
why am i keeping everything in order for you?
when a little thing u can mention about disappointment in me.

Stop finding faults.
No one perfect.
no matter how u wanna think.

It doesn't change the fact.
fact being im the best so far.
the best "part-timer" of AMCO in history

If u are not happy,
you can Sack me.
Try sacking me...
and see how many will leave you,
how many will still respect and work for you.

oh crap.
so bored that im posting 2 posts on a single day.
=D. haha.
hmm. Seriously i seem to be getting bored of girls.
errr that doesn't mean im gay or what. -.-.

just... they don't seem interestin to me. lol.
i prefer to have more guy friends than girl friends.
i cherish guys more than girls . x).
but most guys seem to pay more attention to girls.
girls girls girls. not boring ah u ppl?

Im glad i have friends who feel just the same way as me, somehow.
cherish guys more than girls.
need more of such people to chill out with me.

Right now, i just wanna enjoy life and..
at the same time tryin my best to figure and plan for my future.
hope everything go on smooth for me and my love ones.

Inside me, there's only this one special girl who managed to capture my heart.
as long as she stay how she's like (but with lesser nonsense please), i guess i'll still find life meaningful. x).

i love u.

yawn.
it's a friday.
im resting at home, again.
this world is seriously realistic.
actually im working yesterday.
but last minute im being told to off.
just because sales is 0 for the whole day n im workin on that day.
no customer what. how u expect me to do sales?

i guess maybe it's just my luck. zzzz.
im working halfday on tuesday n sales is still 0 before i left.
but when my supervisor came in at 6pm, sales start to come in.
she told me there's 3 customers inside the shop n the other part-timer is
sitting there, not moving (as she need the loo badly).

Cmon girl. dont tell me u need me to babysit u and ask u to go toilet before i leave?
i left at 5pm and my supervisor came in at 6pm. it's only an hour difference.
bloody idiot. -_-. but nvm i guess it's just my luck.

so yeah this is why boss asked my supervisor to replace me on thursday.
as i did a worse sales ever on the list. 0 sales for whole day.
n 0 again for the next day just before i left.
why like that sia?! NVM!!!!

When i did grand total sales of $1000 what did u say?
" oh yeah dylan... keep it up! u r good. "
now tampines one open bad times den blame me for bad sales liao ah?
nvm i guess it's JUST my luck !!!!!!!

Realistic world LOL.
_|_ it.

Sianned. tell me what's in life that will make one happy.
-___-. i really have enough of all these "dampen mood" incidents happening again and again. Dad's company is folding up soon. the money which will be loss will be scary. machines, stocks, office, workers' pay... oh man. soon the car will be sold off too. On the other side, i heard from my mom that she is going to face retrechment soon.

Her boss is trying his best to shoo my mom off her seat, which tmeans he is trying to make her resign, so that he wont have to pay her a retrenchment fee. oh bastard. x) _|_. now my family is going to have no income.

If my dad is going to sell his car, he would have this little capital left to start a small cookery business. But what i know is that his health dont allow him to do so. haiz both my parent's health is not really doing well.. really hinder stuffs.
Hope there's a suitable plan B.

For me, maybe im starting to cook my meals intead of buying. Ever since i started working and stuff, i realised i calcuate every single cent and only buy stuffs that is worthwhile. i can quarrel with 2 auntie for charging me 20 cents more for my bee hoon mee. Now, i dont play maximum tune anymore. i can even hestiate for long whether to spend money buyin sweets to eat during working hours.. which i arrive at dropping the idea. lol. i rather not spending that 80cents for my halts which used to be only 55cents. lol.

YES people. I've changed.
im now a calculative auntie frostie.
x). but that's how u shld be if u wanna save money.

Guess the only people i wont be calculative with is my family and my silly gf.
Other than them, i find others hard to trust because...
U PEOPLE FUCKING DISAPPOINT ME AND MISPLACE MY TRUST !

x)

i so like this song and it's title xD


Boys Over Flower - Because Im Stupid

this and that,
that and this,
That damn many problems faced throughout these years
So many that....

I no longer know who i am =DDD
LOL !!!

Am i one who always clear things away fast by looking at the brighter side?

Or

Am i one who have been swallowing too much that im totally numb of it and not feeling anything anymore?

yeah people im 20.
only 20.
that's just my age ^^

I just wanna be...

HIGH ! WOOOHOO !!!

yawned. i just woke up.
going off for work real soon.
feeling kind of lazy.
sianned.
a sudden strong feeling overcome me.
i guess im swaying.

i guess..
i should just not take things too hard.
im too tensed up recently.
i must learn how to relax and loosen up myself alittle.

Somehow, Somewhat,
i find girl's more steady than most guys friends around me.

Somehow, Somewhat,
im really sick and tired of this guy friend around me.

Can you not be so gay?
LOL!