what am i still asking for?
I no longer know.
Seriously.
I'm planning a family outing next month.
planning to go chalet.
hmm everything is almost properly done.
chalet has been booked, activities planned as well.
7 7 8 8 liao i guess.

Although the world and life may be complicated,
but sometimes things can be really simple as well.
i dont know why...
when i saw my mom planning what to buy for BBQ,
suddenly i felt really happy inside.
I guses im happy because i know she is very happy and excited about it.
i know my mom suffered alot all the way from the past.
So i really wanna do things which can make her happy.

a family outing.
something which seem so simple,
we didnt really have it.
Guess it's always dad who is missing out.
and sooner or later when i didnt even noticed, im missing out.

The reason im organising this and am really firm about it is because,
i wanna make my mom happy, really happy this time.
when she's happy, i am.
reason being she's really a great mom.
really great.