no matter how close,
we all distant one day.
no matter how well treated by you in the past,
it all belongs to the past, everything,
from that day i confronted you and you said it's a misunderstanding,
i know it's not and it's all the way up till today that make it so vividly clear that i should let it go.
Reality really slap you right at the face.
Stop whining for the past and accept the harsh present.
Move on.


Im starting to ask myself,
why am i so serious?
why did i hold on to it so dearly?
why did i speak up for this relationship when it's being stepped on?
why say that it's different?


I've regretted cherishing our so closely bonded relationship which seemed so true.
I've regretted opening up myself once again for you, trouncer.
I've got nothing but whole lot of disappointment in the end.
i am disappointed in our relationship,
disappointed in you,
disappointed in myself for trusting and treating you for real.


Let me tell you and myself once again
We are no longer the same.
and Damn...
It's no misunderstanding.
Alright?

Guess I won't be the same anymore.
hahaha! =D