For so much love i gave,
so much care i gave,

plan surprises for u which i nv did for anyone,

plan to make a cake for u which i thought its dumb,
got help from godmom to teach me how to make the cake,

plan to place that present i got for you on the car seat while u open it,

plan to place that ring we made right on top on that present,

plan to put it on for you,

plan to let u put it on for me,

plan to let u wear thoses dress i got for you where i get nothing for myself,

plan to even marry you where i hav nv even thought of it for anyone before,

our couple wedding ring, the day we got it made.
seemed so sweet.


But why must you disappoint me again and again?

have u changed?

what went wrong?

why must you do this?

u once told me u dont wanna get hurt again.

once told me u truely love me.


seemed so true.

yes, i've swallowed enough.

and its today,

that im officially dead.
x))

LOL FUCK THIS WORLD !