why did you let me down?

why?
do you even care?
is everything really one sided?
Am i not the first you wanna be with?
I dun even feel like saying out anything.
but you just cant seem to understand how i feel.

I just felt like im dead.

again.

am i going to be just who i am as before?
FROST?
piece of ice with no feelings.

today---> so hurt till i can no longer feel.
depression state really going to let out the devil within myself.

Everyone at least showed a little concern.
but the one i need isnt there... not for once.

why did you let me down?